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Tolerance


Listening to the symphony, especially Shostakovich, as if committing crimed brilliantly with high-ranking jazz steps.

How cool Im out of the world, out of time, not as heavy as dusts or flesh and bloods, dont have to be useful, well-adjusted. Im a ghost, entirely disappear in the ocean of human dreams, becoming a sailing boat. Although I soon realize that Im heading to the reality, with very dignity packed in my solitude, locked in my mind, that could never sink into popular words.

Im a philistine hiding in cities, but luckily out of them sometimes, with my mortal efforts I could keep my immortal parts of soul, like buddhists make offerings to their extraordinary guides. Like a drive carrying all my life. Everyone needs a king sometimes for they need somewhere to take a break.

No one could rush all the time to the end. So being as a fool, let others do the choice. But the clever one would like to chase a wise leader, who can make certain influences on his mind and body even life, instead of everyone that passed him with attractions, leading to the no name and no where isolated land.


Tolerance happens when Im being tolerated by the world, when I feel like as it is. It happens when Im tolerating myself.


....tbc

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